For me there’s no one I can’t go along with or I dislike.
I don’t have someone that I can mention her/him like “The person has bond with me, Yes! This person!”. It’s hard for me to tell about bonds. I thought about it but if I have to put it into a word, I think it will sound like a hypocritet.
Basically I don’t have problem associate with others. I think because I’m already be in a blessed environmental though, it is annoying if I have to separate the person I like and the person not suited for me. I’m a straight person, I put aside how the human relation is and I just only think how I should do to deliver 100% my opinion. If there is someone like that, I’ll go home and rest than I have to spend my energy just to negate that person.
I’m always like this since I was young. It goes same with love life too because I never told my real feeling. Until now I never talked about my worries to anyone. I try to not create the flow “Please tell me your worries.” Because of worries is something that can be solved only by one-self. If you discuss with someone it won’t change anything.
But in my case, it’s not about the bond but the fact that I have a lot of friends older than me, I think it’s about characteristic. The closest with me is 33 years-old. I think it becomes usual because I always work with seniors since I was 13 years old, but maybe I’m attracted to them unconsciously. Even like that it doesn’t mean we talked about something deep, in the first place we just drank sake and I almost didn’t remember what we talked about. (Lol)
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